remember. . .

as i sit in octane, taking advantage of some free wifi and good jams, i am currently witnessing the most awkward situation between a very young girl in sweats and a thirty something jamaican dude in a suit. they are discussing their explorations in dating. i am so confused and cant help but eavesdrop. i think they know im listening. its just so peculiar. i think he is in love with her and she is casually blowing him off. wait, she just asked him out. weird.

look at this man. dang. kate, this is our reminder(6 months later) to go ahead and rasterbate mr cash for the dining room. i just love him.

the search is officially on. first stop, georgia aquarium. oh yes. big prayers please. i mean, i wouldnt need an annual pass anymore. i could just go every day and get paid! i need all of you to keep me accountable, dont let me be lazy about this. the goal here is salary. i need a new car. seriously. ive had my taste of marta and i dont feel smarta. haha. seriously, though.

"SLOW MOTION FOR ME"

this is weird. juvenile came into anthropologie last week, bling and all. among all of the over-indulged housewives lurked a platinum gangsta.

since i already mentioned work, i want to bring a few things to the surface. a woman, one of our regular customers came in this weekend, and spent $4,700. can we all just sit there and soak that in for a minute. $4,700 on clothes. this is not unusual for her, it happens about every month. i cannot even comprehend the thought of spending that much money. it is almost equivalent to my rent for a year. seriously, it makes me sick to think about how that much money could be used for something greater. basically, i am overwhelmed by the atmosphere that i work in. "numbers" and "sales" consume my thoughts, so much so that i dream about it. also, i find myself believing stereotypes about other races and religions based on the encounters i have with select members of them. gross. i think God is making me so unsettled that i will be forced to find something new.

here lies the next dilemma, what is going to be the "something new"? i am just not ready to be an adult. the only desires i have right now are moving to costa rica or another exotic location and withdraw myself from american culture. ok, let's be honest, that's a little extreme. enough of negative nancy.

poll:
do you guys have resolutions? i don't and never have, but maybe, just maybe i might start. its a few days behind, but who is to say its too late to begin.

cheers to 2005










whats up SB2K5, congrats elizabeth and jd!